Life is all about taking losses
then winning, then taking another loss
it's mathematics
and some lose more than they win
and some win more than they lose
it's crazy!!
up and down and up and down
down and up
crazy math, worse than Calculus
win win win win lose
lose lose lose win win lose
win lose win lose lose win
win win win win win win win lose win win win win lose win
lose lose lose lose lose lose win win lose lose lose lose lose
lose win lose win win win win win win win win win win lose
insanity mathematics
I've have been so terrible to you
It won't come to me
no matter how much I try
Maybe I am intelligent or
have deep thoughts
thoughts that a lot of people do not have
yet,
money seems allergic to me
Lol.
I try to figure that thing out
but it will not come to me,
it's as difficult as the most advanced math to me
those dollars or wealth or whatever you call it
and for some people
it all seems to come so easy
they know what people want
they have common sense
something I do not have admittedly
or maybe I'm lazy and don't want to hustle
Hustling something the masses have put on pedestal
but on your death dead will wish you have spent more time hustling and making money, when perhaps you have your final curtain?
I don't know man.
I'm not into what most people are into
I don't feel a connection to them
and just maybe I am wrong for that
but can this be helped?
Those are the peak hours for people
when humans are busy
they get everything done in these hours
everybody doing the same thing, at the same
damn time
everybody bumping into each other
everybody just missing each other
everybody just getting a little bit done
I love when these hours are over with
and there is less folks on the roads, or in the stores
I take the roads traveled less, of course
I don't feel apart of the tribe
Of course all the, "good people," live the eight to five life
it gets dreary and predictable when you can finish a person's sentence for them
and with the eight to fivers you can do that a lot
but those roads at night so are empty and great for me
except for the police
who are always thinking you are up to no good, by being out at night
They think the good people of the world have all gone home, to do their kids home work or watch television or cook dinner, and wait for their jobs to start all over again
"Why are you out so late?" they asked.
"Because I could not stand to be out with them" I say.
They can not understand this, at all.
of course.
There are things that happen to you in Life
that you do not want to talk about
there are things that happened to you that you do not
want to think about
at all
ever
you just don't want think about it
or tell people about it
You just try to forget it
but it's there
it's always with you
like that
it's crazy how that goes
it's totally what makes a person who they are
but
they will not talk about it all
and that is crazy,
because, it always the most important
thing
the most important thing that has ever happened
to them
and they refuse to talk about it,
instead they talk
politics
and that's
It
completely blowing their chance, to tell ya
anything
