
The people are filled with romantic notions
even though they will try to deny it,
the people are filled with sappy poetry,
it dresses up, in make up, and they try to hide it
no one wants to be a sap
no man wants to be seen weeping at a movie
we create superheroes and myths, admire the lion of the jungle, or grisly bear for it's raw strength
a belief that strength endures in the world
isn't that romantic?
isn't that poetic even?
that nothing ever dies?
Everything stays young and strong and beautiful forever, at least something does, as everything passes on
no slave to clock or time or disease
isn't that romantic?
disgustingly so
There are things that happen to you in Life
that you do not want to talk about
there are things that happened to you that you do not
want to think about
at all
ever
you just don't want think about it
or tell people about it
You just try to forget it
but it's there
it's always with you
like that
it's crazy how that goes
it's totally what makes a person who they are
but
they will not talk about it all
and that is crazy,
because, it always the most important
thing
the most important thing that has ever happened
to them
and they refuse to talk about it,
instead they talk
politics
and that's
It
completely blowing their chance, to tell ya
anything
As you live in your own world
people say this all the time, when you are an
introvert
and I am introvert
but, to me
there is not much that separates an introvert from and extrovert
slight brain chemistry, here and there
I try to be more extroverted, but it don't come off too well
Extroverts live in their own world too.
I find my own thoughts, waaay more interesting than most
I'll try to reach out to other's with words,
yet make no real connection
like you're at a party or club, or bar and you just hear the chattering of voices.
opinions going indifferent directions, and usually prejudiced and silly
Yet you are still alone with yourself
the extroverted introvert
who tries to make this genuine connection to another human being
but it doesn't quite
well, some of us live our heads more than others
and i would be one of these.